Right back at ya'

" If my life where a movie, i'd be living at pause right now. Hold it, stop it, go grab your popcorn, i'm not doing anything anyway. I don't think i'll start living again until next year. I can't feel anything but boredom, and i do stuff on autopilot. Read. Run. Laugh. Eat. Feeling nauseous.

I doubt all my qualities and interests. I'm obsessed with the idea of changing everything, i'm never satisfied. I do not say that i'm not happy. I just say it's gotta be more to life than this. And while figuring out, i'll keep the pausebutton very close. "